...and that's where he sees her. It's love at first sight. Richard thought he was in love before - with Hannah, and with that French girl who made him a werewolf - but this is different. He's never felt like this before. And, from the way she looks at him, he hopes she returns his feelings.
But...he does have a girlfriend. He was thinking of proposing to her when he'd finished his degree, assuming it all went well, because he is loyal, and family orientated, and he thought she was everything he wanted. She could have been - as he's just learned, they would have a large family, and would live very comfortable lives. Because Richard's famous, everyone here knows who he is and constantly asks for photos. That also means that she - Chelsea Gateway - knows who he is. And she knows that he stays with Hannah. It already happened.
They talk about this, quietly, while Richard poses for pictures with excited fans.
He takes a picture of Chelsea, to remember her by.
He knows he should leave, but he doesn't. He stays, and he dances with her, in a future world where he married someone else, and lived a long and happy life, and died a very long time ago.
They try to keep to safe topics, like what this future world is like. Chelsea offers to take him to bar.
After a few hours of talking and drinking, knowing that it will break Hannah's heart, knowing that it might condemn his future descendants to never existing, he goes in for a kiss.
"Hey buddy," he says. "What do you think about - well, just supposing you'd seen the future, and you knew for a fact that if you stayed with your current girlfriend - no, I know mate, just imagine you have one - you would have all these kids, and they would have descendants, and those descendants exist. They're real people, and they have lives and careers and loved ones, and they're older than you are because, you, like, went into the future. Just stay with me here. What if...what if you left your girlfriend for someone else, because you loved someone else, knowing that it would mean those descendants - all those lives, all those hopes and dreams - never existed?"
"Bro, are you high? Sleep it off."
Richard hangs up, and yawns.
...and yet, even as he says that, he wishes he could change the future.
The next day is Spooky Day. He calls Hannah to invite her out or invite her over, but she refuses to see him, so he visits her instead. They talk about nothing. He asks how she is. The conversation is utterly superficial.
Richard leaves, with nothing resolved. He's leaving for university the next day and, though he knows it's cowardly, he's glad that this will give him some respite from thinking about the issue.
And so Richard sets off for university, still debating his future.
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